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Somewhere in Between
03:16
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Somewhere in between fighting therapy and letting everything go
Somewhere in between the old thoughts, the new
Don't think I even know
That I'm somewhere in between him and her and you and me
What's the point in letting you know
I'm somewhere in between
Yeah, I'm somewhere in between
Forgetting everything
Tossing it under the rug
Easier said
Instead I hold on to the way it shouldn't be
I'm stuck in the in between
I'm stuck in the in between
Your glass is on my table
The one I offered you last night
Politely agreeing on water
Oh, me and my good hosting
As it sits still mostly full or hardly empty
Like all of the things I tried to say but didn't
It seems like I'm taking the easy way out
Yeah, I'm somewhere in between
Forgetting everything
Or tossing it under the rug
Easier said
Instead I hold on to the way it shouldn't be
I'm stuck in the in between
When you know you know you know you know you know you know
When you know you know you know you know you know you know
When you know you know you know you know you know you know
When you know you know you know you know you know you know
Forgetting everything
Tossing it under the rug
Easier said, instead I hold on
Forgetting everything
Tossing it under the rug
Easier said
Instead I hold on to the way it shouldn't be
I'm stuck in the in between
I'm stuck in the in between
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2. |
Why Am I Like This
04:06
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Thinking about last night when we met
At the concert
I wonder if you're thinking about this encounter
Why am I like this
I want to erase my actions of what just happened
Why am I like this
I replay every moment over like a movie
Wish I could see from where, you're, you're standing
Wish I could see from where, you're, you're standing
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why am I like this
You think that that was weird
Wait till I get home
Replay it thirty more times in my head
Until I go to bed
That was just my anxiety
I promise it's not me
Wish I could see from where, you're, you're standing
Wish I could see from where, you're, you're standing
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why Am I like this
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why can't I let it go
Starts in my head and goes way down to my toes
Why am I like this
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3. |
City of Lies
03:13
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Dark side of the winter, empty city what’s your agenda
Lonely little airport eyes staring back when I said goodbye
Just know I had my reasons
Life has a funny way of saying things you couldn’t say
Right where I was, wasn’t where I was supposed to be
I won't write your story so whatever you decide to do
That’s fine by me just long as you tell the truth in this
City of lies and dirty divides if it’s the last thing you do
You just try try try try
Timing’s everything, but what if I am always late
If I’d had got myself together, well maybe I’d have stayed
Spend a little time, wander with me
Explore the feeling of being free
Life has a funny way of saying things you couldn’t say
I won't write your story so whatever you decide to do
That’s fine by me just long as you tell the truth in this
City of lies and dirty divides if it’s the last thing you do
You just try try try try
I’ve been here before different answers, closing doors
Stationary reasons, stubborn actions, fading feelings
City of lies and dirty divides if it’s the last thing you do
Just try try try try try
Try try try try try try
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4. |
I Feel Everything
03:47
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Something about you makes me feel small
The little things you do don’t feel so little at all
Why do you want me to change the way I am
This hold you’ve got on me, will it last eternally
Something about you really makes me tick
I’m hanging on your every mood, I'm matching my whole vibe to you
I’m craving all the things, the way you move, your energy
Little things I hate to need
I feel everything
I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it all
Something about you and the space you take
Bathing in tenacity I wish I had your certainty
I won’t be held hostage by every jab you make
Imposter syndrome so I’m told, lets save some space for other souls
I feel everything
I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it all
Something about you makes me feel small
The little things you do don’t feel so little at all
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
I feel everything
I feel it, I feel, I feel it all
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5. |
Begging You
04:22
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Crunchy steps of snow on my front porch
Cacti on the sill
Waiting for summer, wondering where is the sun
Moody swings are depicting
Into my daily life I am sinking
Was it what you really meant, when you said that you’ve been thinking
Oh what a burden to your routine
She needs more than you could be
Screaming at the sidewalks
Erasing you from all her dreams
I’m not begging you to stay
It’s been years since you’ve felt this way
I’m not begging you change
It’s been years since you’ve dealt with the pain
Nobody’s winning with these head games
When everything was right as rain
There you were, like a stream filling up the seams
It’s not your weapon of choice that is the problem
It’s the way you bite your tongue
Carefully walking on fresh carpet
You can't erase what you've done
I’ve been sitting out on the sidelines
Patiently biding my time
Thinking I’m far from good enough
Reminding me that’s a lie
I’m not begging you to stay
It’s been years since you’ve felt this way
I’m not begging you change
It’s been years since you’ve dealt with the pain
I’m not begging you to stay
It’s been years since you’ve felt this way
I’m not begging you change
It’s been years since you’ve dealt with the pain
I’m not begging you to stay
I’m not begging you to stay
I’ve been sitting out on the sidelines
Patiently biding my time
I’m not begging you to stay
It’s been years since you’ve felt this way
I’m not begging you change
It’s been years since you’ve dealt with the pain
I’m not begging you to stay
It’s been years since you’ve felt this way
I’m not begging you change
It’s been years since you’ve dealt with the pain
Begging you
Begging you
Begging you
Begging you
Begging you
Begging you
Begging you
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Genevieve Jaide Prince George, British Columbia
Genevieve is a northern blooded songstress inspired by the environment, nature, and the alluring people she has met
throughout the years. She thoughtfully connects heavy emotions through lyrics & melodies, paired with a groovy alternative vibe.
Genevieve currently resides in Northern BC on Lheidli T'enneh Territory with her partner, two orange cats, and dog.
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